Today is a good day. My partner and I are getting on well, we even had sex yesterday, which is amazing in itself. Porn addiction really ruins your real life sex life. But today, yes, today is good. We are light-hearted and laughing we are happy.

As we progress through his recovery from porn addiction, we improve. Mostly. He is learning to be more considerate and less selfish, to put my happiness ahead of his own from time to time, and this is how we came to purchase the twilight board game in a charity shop today. And how we are now settling down to watch all 5 films so he may stand a chance at actually winning. ( not ALL today, probably)

I am already winning!

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We also decided today to do some cooking, I am the sweet chief and he the savory. I have blackberry and which chocolate muffins made ready to ice and he is making Asian green, a lovely spring onion and peanut rice dish and some spiced honey roast chick peas and seeds. We have a little red wine, I honestly couldn’t have planned our day better.

I must remember this feeling, record this and rewind to it in my times of doubt and negativity. We are worth the struggle and the wait, days like this really make me see how we will be, once we beat the addiction and work on all the damage it has caused. It is a breath of fresh air, from all the struggle, a taste of the good stuff and it is very welcome!