Interesting experience and input on the porn addiction in our lives, from a tarot reading

Interesting moment over the weekend…

My partner and I went to a holistic festival, we walked around the stalls, went to a talk on Celtic wicca and druidry, bought a few crystals and then were drawn to a tarot reader.

I find it interesting, but I’m also a realist so I’m never 100% sure what’s what with these things, I love the idea but I can’t help but look in a sceptical light, sometimes I wonder if its mind reading they are unknowingly doing, or just picking up on some sort of signals.  Still I have oracle cards at home and i generally find comfort in using those so…

I sat down, firstly she looked at me and told me I was a teacher. Correct, the first card told about how I am going through a transformation and will soon be teaching even more things down slightly different routes. Correct. I am currently teaching fitness and am looking to go more into the holistic side teaching meditations and alternative practises.

The second card went to say how I was on a quest for knowledge…which I ALWAYS am, but that I have a lot of knowledge I don’t use properly. Yes OK, I do discover a lot and move on without implementing it as much as I should, I was informed I need to meditate more, which I do. My partner and I are always talking about it, I never manage it as much as he does and am constantly saying I need to take more time to meditate.

And then the third card, it said about my being hurt, by someone close, not a family member but someone right next to me (at this point it took all my will not to look across at Marcus)and that this hurt was deep, and its still there. That its something to be worked through but that its going to take all my strength, more than I know but that I can deal with it, and will move past it.

Bearing in mind my partner is a recovering porn addict and were only recently dealing with all the hurt an pain, facing the problem and moving past it, I found this part to be particularly of interest. It seems the reading was relatively close to the truth, there wasn’t a lot she said that didn’t tie in. In fact the only part she did say was that she saw children. Marcus and I do not want children…well unless we both change our minds, that part was wrong.

As I said it was a pretty spot on reading and I came away impressed, and a little emotional after she suddenly looked up at the end and said I had a grandparent, a grandmother on the other side who is with me and watching over me. My Nana meant a lot to me so, whether I believe it 100% or not, its still nice to take comfort from the reading.

I am open minded if nothing else.

So there it is, my interesting experience with the tarot reader who hit the nail on the head with the whole porn addiction, without a clue as to the problem or who caused it, she managed to sum it up and give us both hope.